Dedicated to my dearest abalone goreng kicap ...
You! I came here to see you, but you just put me in blue,
I don't know which one is true, leaving me no clue,
Should this be the last time I ever miss you??
hii...hee .. hehe ... heheheheheheheheheheh .............
p.s.: hehe... oppologize for this meaningless update. I just could not help to see only one (1) post updated every month .. hahaha .. (shortcut for lazy head!)
My feeling is a bit mixed up this morning, doubtful and questionable since last night. This is due to one relatively shocking yet awakening news about someone very important in our company is required to be transferred. Not long since we've been in the same group, striving for the same aim, winning some and loosing some in the same rhythm of hope throughout these past few months. Not to mention the good things we've learned from him, neither to list out the concepts and values he made us understand in one special way or another. Or, probably I'm just being too sensitive to this thing called 'love'.
One doesn't need to instruct in words, to let others receive that much love and care he/she willing to posses. One does not need additional tool to spread out the goodness of a value when patience, passion and sincerity is always within him all along.
While they are around, you sometimes just don't realize their existence because of comfort and calmness they've affected into the 'climate'. And, when suddenly they disappear, you will start wondering why something is missing. That is one way to know if ever someone has truly, passionately, and sincerely dedicated his love to you.
Life has to move on, I know. It's indeed very true that sometimes (most of the times), people will learn better and faster through the hard way. Probably we've just reached out a level of comfort or ease where learning is getting slower in speed and some knocking on the head needed to wake everyone up. Whichever it might be for, I certainly confident we are making a change for the sake of goodness and better improvement in future.
Last but not least, I won't say good bye to you, Sir. Our path will definitely cross again, sooner or later. Until we meet again and my very best wishes and prayers will always be with you.
wa Salamun 'Alaikum...!
For personal reference:
Alam Nasyrah, 94:1~8
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